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April 04, 2021
In Record Timez (US; 1-2/1983)
December 27, 2020
Simply Living (Australia; #18, 1982)
After the success of "Lucky Number and "New Toy" plus their riveting film clips, we thought it time to track down this lady of such mystery and talent. Stiff Records were happy to put us in touch wth her but a late-night call to her London home was met with lonely, unanswered rings. Calls to the Stiff offices began an intense womanhunt to find this evasive creature, who is rumoured to be a psychic and 'traveller without a passport'. Just before midnight I received a call saying that Lene was now awaiting my call.
"Hi, sorry for not being in before," a light, 'normal' sounding voice said at the other end. Dark images of cryptic conversations with a thick, foreign accent fell away.
It seems that Lene spent her pre-pubescent years in Detroit and migrated to England at the impressionable age of 13 with her English-born mother to escape the violent outbursts of her Yugoslav father. [Note: Lene's father was not Yugoslav. It was her grandfather who emigrated from Hercegovina (later a part of Yugoslavia) to America. Lene's paternal grandmother was Anglo-American.] Times were tough and Lene decided to leave school and help support her family, organising a job at a boys' public school as an assistant to the matron. "I went to the headmaster and told him about this," she explained. "He was very kind and told me that I shouldn't leave because he thought I had some potential. So I went to live with the headmaster," she said, pausing . . . "and his family. I stayed on and managed to get some "O" levels and one "A" level. That was in religious knowledge! But I only took that class to get out of games because I didn't care for group sports."
[About travelling to Spain in 1970 to see Salvador Dalí] "I went to see him because I had always felt some kind of affinity with what he was doing. By chance, I met him as he was walking outside his house. I didn't really spend much time with him because he was quite ill and we couldn't say very much. He spoke French to me and I don't speak French," she chuckled. "But it was good communication without many words."
Lene's bio tossed up some peculiar history. At one stage, she - ". . . did some 'screaming' for a French horror film. I just stood in for somebody when they wanted someone who could scream well. I enjoyed it very much . . ." - and other jobs she is credited with doing include bingo caller, hot-dog seller and oriental dancer.
[About recording "I Think We're Alone Now"] "It was all Charlie's idea. He said that he'd never heard a girl's version and he felt that it would be quite suitable. In fact, I had never heard the original."
Her first album, "Stateless", is a record of locomotive drumming, interwoven rhythms and definitely out-of-the-ordinary lyrics. "Stateless" also allowed Lene to exhibit her prowess on the sax. "I think I could be much better if I would apply myself and practise, which I don't do enough. I just enjoy playing when it makes sense to play. I've never felt the need to be a soloist, in fact I've always been interested in rhythmic playing like King Curtis and Junior Walker. I can admire the technique of Charlie Parker, I just don't feel the need to do it myself," she explained.
The next album was recorded in Holland for some very good reasons. "One was that it was cheaper to do it that way. The other reason, and probably the main one, is that I didn't want to be too safe about what I was doing. I didn't want to go back into the same studio and rehash what I'd already done. I wanted a different atmosphere and Holland's only a few hours away." [Note: Another main reason to record the second album in Holland was to stay out of reach from Stiff boss Dave Robinson.]
A "New Toy" mini-LP was released in the US and includes the title track, "Cat's Away" and four new songs. Lene is intently thinking about a new album. "My mind is so full of different directions at the moment. I suppose that's one problem of being commercially successful. The music we do is not in any particular vein and I'm not always the same person writing the same songs."
Did the 1981 Stiff Tour include some talented and sincere people? "On the last tour they had some great bands like Tenpole Tudor and Any Trouble, but," she added with a mischievous laugh, "I don't think there were enough girls on that tour!"
December 26, 2020
Music Sound Output (US; 8/1983)
Had Lovich had her way, the album would have come out much sooner, around the time the mini LP appeared. "That's when No Man's Land *should* have come out," she says, "but I was having a few problems with Stiff Records in England - over my musical direction, over me . . . everything." Without going into details, she indicates that these difficulties have since been resolved. Perhaps the stunning DOR success of New Toy [Note: DOR = dance oriented rock], which reached the Top 20 of Billboard's dance chart before it was even released in America, convinced the record company that Lene Lovich must be doing something right after all. [Note: Wrong; Stiff Records were never convinced by anything that Lene was doing.]
As it turns out, these problems were something of a blessing in disguise. They opened up some new avenues of expression for Lovich: she became co-author and star of Mata Hari, a musical play which had a long and successful run at London's Lyric Theatre. Why did she make the leap from rock to the stage?
"There were a lot of reasons, really, that made the show come about," she answers. "I suppose the basic reason was that I was looking for an alternative way to present music. Not wanting to completely rearrange myself to suit the record company - that's not a very attractive idea to me - what I needed to do was find an alternative until things became resolved."
The alternative materialized through old friend Chris Judge Smith, founder of the seminal art-rock band Van Der Graaf Generator and contributor of several songs to Flex. A playwright and journalist as well as musician, Smith had been commissioned to write a treatment for a film about the turn-of-the-century dancer/adventuress/suspected spy, Mata Hari. The film was never made, but Lene became interested in the story. And when the Lyric Theatre offered to front the money for a stage production of the story, Lovich, Chappell and Smith decided to collaborate on the play.
Acting in a starring role was a first for Lovich. Naturally, it took some getting used to. "I found the politeness of the audience disarming," she says, "their passiveness. I don't mean that in a bad way at all, but at a rock gig, the audience is very strongly participating - dancing, shouting things out. The lights are very big, and the stage is usually elevated from the audience. But this being a very small theatre, I was very close to the audience. It required quite a different type of stamina. Leaving the stage and coming back was something I had never had to deal with before. To keep within the character, remember where you left off, come back, pick it up and carry on - that required a tremendous mental effort for me. The way I'm used to working, in a rock band, I feel the momentum building up throughout the entire show. I didn't know how to work another way. That was a bit hard, but I did enjoy it. It's actually given me more confidence."
While there are no definite plans yet, Lovich would like to bring Mata Hari to the United States and also release an album of music from the show - a blend of synthesizers with Indonesian gamelan, metallic xylophones and gongs. Rather than just transplant the current version of the show to American stages, though, she would like to let it evolve into something different.
"I would like to do it in a less literal way, perhaps make it more universal. Because, actually delving into the life of Mata Hari, you can see so many parallels that are relevant today to attitudes toward women and their role in the world - apart from that, all the parallels between a creative artist in that time and a creative artist in this time. So I would like to take a little bit away from the sensationalism of her being a strange character - flamboyant, elaborate - and make it relevant on a universal plane."
It's not hard to see some parallels between Lene Lovich and the character she had created in Mata Hari. The extravagantly costumed figure that for so many people is Lene Lovich may seem at first to contradict the emotional directness of many of her songs. But the image for her is not an image at all, but rather just a natural expression of personality and taste. "I don't really know how to orchestrate an image," she confesses. "I just do what I like and that's about it, really. I'm sure I've put a lot of people off, but then it would also be false for me to dress up in jeans and a T-shirt or whatever other bands wear . . . whatever is acceptable. That would be more weird. It would inhibit me a great deal to wear somebody else's uniform. I would be very uncomfortable."
As one of the first "rock women" fostered by late-Seventies new wave, she stood out from what was then a very select group. Never relaying on overt sexuality to get over, and penning such anthems as "Joan" on the Flex album and "Maria" on No Man's Land, Lovich seems a prime candidate for rock's leading female role-model. But such easy formulas never seem to work for her.
"I don't really think about this male and female type stuff very much at all," she explains. "Although I do have a lot of strong feelings about things not being fair for women, I don't direct myself to that position because I find it can narrow your vision so much. Maybe it's a very selfish attitude, but I've always found a way to express myself fully without many drawbacks as far as being female. I realize that in other professions, there is a certain amount of stereotyping that needs to be surpassed; but so many women use these stereotypes as vehicles to get themselves noticed that it makes it very difficult to progress sometimes.
"Sometimes I direct things toward girls during a show because there are a lot of females that come to our concerts. I really like that, because when I go to see other bands, I don't see so many girls. So I'll usually direct a song to them, but in my mind it's directed toward everybody."
Talking about compositions like "Joan" and "Maria," her concern with universality again comes across. "In 'Joan,' I just try to encourage people to follow their intuition - their innermost creative spirit. If there's something directing you which seems in opposition to the outside world, if it matters to you, then you should do it. I don't always feel confident myself and writing songs like that helps lift me out of these low periods."
"When I was writing, 'Maria,' in fact, I was trying to think of a name that was universal for both men and women. But there was something in my mind that kept saying 'Maria, Maria' all the time, and I had to listen to it. And of course, apart from the subject matter, I do think of the sounds of the words when I'm writing a song. That's important, and it can sway me to pick one word over another." [Note: The words "Maria, Maria" already appeared as male background vocal at one point in the song "Joan".]
It's usually Lovich who comes up with the lyrics, but beyond this she finds it hard to make generalizations about how she writes songs with Les Chappell. "We're an inspiration to each other," she ventures. "I do usually write the words, but they're almost always inspired by some personal experience, or sometimes they're inspired by sound. Les is very often experimenting, playing something in some other room, and I can be some distance away and hear something in or around what he's doing. It can be anything, really . . . a few notes strung together that actually trigger off a picture in my mind. We rely totally on impulse. We never sit down to write a song, although I've had to do that in the past working with other people. All the songs were created because we wanted them to be there - not because we were looking for them, but because the songs seemed to want to exist themselves and we liked them enough to develop them. We have hundreds of little bits of music that we've recorded and later turn into songs. Sometimes that can take a long time. Developing songs is where the actual songwriting technique comes in.
"I don't even know how we write songs. In a way, I'm only trying to thrill myself initially. If I'm thrilled by something, there's a fair amount of chance that other people will be thrilled by it as well. It's a selfish activity, really. I'm not thinking about the outside world in the initial stages."
"Lovich and Chappell have for some time now been working to complete a recording studio in their home in Norfolk, outside of London. Their home is a former vicarage which the church decided to sell. "When the new vicar came to our village, he didn't want to live in the house," Lene laughs. "He said it was an icebox; there was no heating."
Work on the studio has come along rather slowly, obviously a source of great frustration for Lovich. "There's still a long way to go," she sighs. "This whole business of not having a record out has had so many repercussions along the way. There was no income from either publishing or recording. It meant that we were very short of cash. But what we have done is get the space ready. We have a little bit of equipment, but we don't have the big, expensive equipment yet. That's the next step. We have a few ideas how to organize this and perhaps there's a possibility of borrowing somebody else's equipment for a time."
What the couple are aiming for is a 16-track studio primarily for themselves but large enough to accommodate the entire group. They would like to make their records there in the future, but Lene is just a little apprehensive about it. "We might have to mix somewhere else because some of the equipment that we've used in the past is quite expensive; and at the moment, I think we're going to spend our money on the tape machine and basics."
Had things gone differently, No Man's Land could have been recorded at Lovich and Chappell's home studio. But as it was, the record was done piecemeal at a number of English studios. "We did tiny little pieces whenever we could grab studio time," Lovich says. "I didn't want it to sound patchy. I wanted it to have one positive impact. I have to thank Bob Clearmountain; he remixed the whole album and made it sound like a single project. He was able to do that without taking away or adding anything. I like him so much and I'd like to work with him again; he's a real artist."
The consistency of No Man's Land can also be attributed to Lovich's regular ensemble of players - bassist Mark Hayward-Chaplin, drummer Justin Hildreth and pianist Dean Klevatt, who form the nucleus of the band on the record. She's been working with these musicians for some time now, and surrounding herself with the right people is something she values highly. "There's a style of playing that you like," she says, "and who you can work with personality-wise is also very important. Something I've found about working in an outside studio, especially if the engineer is not on your wavelength, is you wear yourself out a lot trying to relate your ideas to the musicians and the engineer. Quite often, you spend a lot of time justifying your ideas. What you want to do may be a load of rubbish, but until you hear it, it's no good for them to say it's not going to work. I can't deal with that. They must try it. I find that to be one of the most frustrating things about working in the studio."
By the same token, she's not really interested in using obedient studio musicians who will contribute nothing of their own style. "You've got to try to find a sort of compromise," she explains, "where the musicians feel confident about their ideas and they like your music so they want to contribute their ideas. That's great. Sometimes their ideas might be better than mine. That's how it is when you work with a band."
One musician whose collaborations with Lovich have been especially fruitful is Thomas Dolby, who wrote "New Toy" and occasionally plays keyboards for Lovich both live and on record. The two artists have actually known one another for quite a while now.
"About three years ago, I did a tour here in America," Lovich recalls, "and there was a band called Bruce Woolley and The Camera Club who were on the same label. Thomas played keyboards for Bruce Woolley, and that's where I first met him. Sometime after that, I was looking for a keyboard player and I got a letter from Tom. At first, I didn't recognize his name. He just said he had a dream about me. I was curious enough to follow it up, and I was glad to get in touch with Tom again. We did a bit of rehearsing together and he brought me a tape of a song he'd written called 'New Toy,' which I related to straightaway and wanted to record. He became involved in recording with us then and came to America with us when we did that mini-tour."
Dolby also plays on one track on No Man's Land, "Rocky Road," and turned up on keyboard during a gig at New York's Ritz during Lovich's most recent tour. She's returned the favor by appearing on a few of Dolby's own projects. "I recorded with him on his album," she says, "backing vocals mainly. I appeared in his videos, too. There's a video for a song called 'Radio Silence' that I'm in, but I'm looking different. I have a blond wig on and look like quite a different person. Not many people know it's me."
Lovich is quite pleased at her friend's recent American success with "She Blinded Me with Science," but admits to being a bit perplexed as to why it happened when it did. "A lot of people don't realize Tom had a record out before," she says. "They think it's a new album. So it seems his record company has reissued his original album. So much depends on timing here in America. It has nothing to do with the quality of the music. It's just whether things are right for the time."
And what about her own progress in the U.S.? Her records have won her a substantial cult following here, but except for the DOR success of New Toy, she has yet to score a major hit. How does she feel about that?
December 14, 2020
Collage (US; 4/1980)
"The Night" is "not only about the record business, but people in general who tell you stories in order to keep you happy," cautions Lovich. "People can lead you into a false sense of security, and if you're not smart enough to be able to see beyond that, you can get yourself into big trouble emotionally. I'd rather always know the truth."
While demands of fame have created a host of problems - among them, a minimization of her personal privacy - Lovich continues to maintain an open, friendly attitude toward her public. "One of the main problems in this business is being able to speak for yourself, being allowed to get through to people," she says, "I'm very concerned about that. I don't want to be an elitist person, I don't want to be obscure for the sake of it, I don't want to hide myself away. So I talk to people whenever I can.
"I don't really like the idea of stars," she says. "I think that, in the very near future, there will be less stars. And there will be more alternatives, more people sharing the limelight. I think that's a better situation. People would probably like a lot of different things if they were just exposed to them."
But for all her populist theories, Lene admits that she is occasionally bothered by fans who "are quite attracted to what they think it's like to be involved in this business. You find people interested in your private life - what kind of food you eat. It puts you up for an examination that most people never have to face. That's okay, if you don't mind being disturbed and have a lot of time.
"But it can be a bit disturbing. Sometimes I'll walk into a launderette, and people are suddenly concerned that, 'You're here alone, doing your laundry? What?' They don't understand. They have these odd ideas of what people in the music business are like. I mean, I like clean clothes as much as anybody." She bursts with laughter.
Lene's reaction to the demands of notoriety has been to forge a tighter bond with Les Chappell: "Life is a struggle for one/Make it double and two can survive," she confides in a tune called "Wonderful One." This may seem a bit prosaic for a woman whose stage presence is outrageously cartoonish - all flailing arms, can-can kicks and melodramatic facial expressions - but she insists that "the music we do is not just a visual thing, not just a gimmick, a theatrical experience. I like to involve mental images. When people get angry or sad, their minds are full of pictures. I try to piece together a story that contains these pictures."
Not surprisingly, Lovich has been one of the first artists in the emerging field of rock-video. "Stiff is very aware that the idea of using video is a very progressive thing to be interested in," she says. "The world is a very big place, and if you intend to reach many people it helps to be able to send a visual image so that people can understand your feelings behind the songs.
"Of course, video is a financial problem, because it's so expensive. But Stiff feels it is a good investment. So now we have a person working full time at Stiff who has been involved with films for a long time; we are creating a unit within the company for visual presentation. Stiff is just learning about video and the whole idea of video discs for the future. And I think it will be important in the future, especially here in America, because of the conservativeness that you find on radio. That's forcing video to become more important all the time.
"I'm just interested in presenting a total picture of what I do," she smiles gently. "And as you can't possibly be physically in the room with every person who plays your record, I think maybe video is the next closest thing.
December 08, 2020
The Island Ear (Long Island/NY; 09 May 1983)
LL: No, it doesn't really have that much to do with the way I sing. It's mainly just due to wear & tear tiredness. We don't have the luxury of having too many days off because it all costs money to keep a band and crew together on the road, so we have to keep moving. Other people get a chance to rest and obviously since my time here is so short I tuck as much into the the day as I can, so I'm often working all day and all night and your body shows it in the way that it does.
-Are there any precautions you can take to stop that from happening?
LL: I think it's unavoidable but for my voice I always take a lot of honey. I think it helps you with a bit of instant energy and it certainly helps to avoid the shock of singing.
-What are the differences that you've been able to notice on this tour as opposed to your last American tour (3 years ago)?
LL: Maybe the audience is more varied than it used to be. I don't know if it's because the music I do is more acceptable nowadays, but I certainly see people from a lot different lifestyles turning up.
-When you say that the music you do is more acceptable, do you think it's your music or "new music" in general that is more acceptable?
LL: I'd have to say new music in general. I don't really know how I figure in this new music thing because it's not very new to me.
-I was just looking through Billboard Magazine and I was surprised to find that your new album is not on the charts. Why do you suppose that is?
LL: I don't know. There are many things to consider and I know from a practical point of view that the record is not really being promoted. I know that. It is a bit distressing especially when you go to the trouble and expense and the wear and tear that it takes to go out on the road. I'm happy to be here but since I'm stuck in a not very attractive situation of being not signed directly to the company (Epic), but being signed via my English record company (Stiff).
-And Stiff doesn't have an office here.
LL: No, they've very foolishly closed their offices here. I'm in an unfortunate situation here where the record company has given a big advance to Stiff, which I see nothing of. Now the record company feels that they can't promote it because they paid too much for the record. It'll have to be resolved someday. But our tour is successful. We sold out here in L.A. a month in advance when groups who are being played on the radio heavily and are playing here at the same time, aren't. It's a great feeling. To be honest I don't really feel like I need the reassurance of a hit record when I've got such strong supporters. All I really need to do to make things possible is to have enough people supporting us so that we can continue.
-Do you think that one of the reasons you haven't had as much success in America is because there are various European influences in your music that may be foreign to rock & roll ears here?
LL: Yes. But as well as it having a European feeling, it also has a very basic human feeling to it and I think that should be universal.
-How did your recent stage production in England of Mata Hari come about?
LL: With having the problems with the English record company, I had to find an alternative way to be able to make music without having a record out, which is really almost impossibe when you get to a certain professional stage where you can't ask people to work for you for nothing. You need some way to find to do this without it costing you money. Certainly with not having a record out in two years there was no money coming in. Another reason was that I went to see a musical play by a friend of mine who wrote two songs on Flex, Chris Judge Smith. I suppose the idea just came to me to do a stage show so I could involve myself in music and at the same time there wouldn't be tremendous touring expenses and it would be a very interesting project.
-Did people come to see Lene Lovich, the pop star, or did theater people also come?
LL: It was a real cross-section of all types of people. Some very old and some very young.
-Do you have plans of bringing the show to America?
LL: I would really like to because there seems to have been so much interest in it and I'd really like to do it again, but I'd like to take some time away from it. I think there are so many different ways to tell the story and for my own interest really, I'd like to try another version of it.
-What about doing film work?
LL: I was involved in a film last year in France that was made for T.V. and that was an exciting experience for me.
-With music?
LL: I played the part of a singer. I'd like to be involved in acting but I'd like the opportunity to step aside from my real self and most of the parts that I'm offered is to play a character exactly the same as myself. So there's not any real challenge there but the experience is still new to me.
-Do you find it a challenge transposing your songs into video?
LL: I love the idea of it, but it's very difficult to make more than one interpretation of a song without being completely random about it. This is something I find hard to deal with because I see myself on many different planes, really.
-I could understand where a video could limit the many images and atmospheres of your songs.
LL: I would like to make three or four videos of the same song, but that's a luxury I can't really afford.
-What singers around today do you find interesting?
LL: It's difficult really because there are not so many people who I find who are following their own creative ideas. There are so many people who are walking down the same sort of road. I like very much Nina Hagen. I know her as well and in a way that may have something to do with it. I like the way she's using her voice in a creative way. People may not agree with her philosophies or whatever, but just if you really listen to her voice she uses it in a creative way. I find it really difficult and I don't have a lot of time to listen to an awful lot of music, so there are probably a lot of people out there who are being very interesting in what they do with their voices and I probably just haven't come across them. You tend to find two or three different types of styles of singing which everybody else kind of goes along with. I really just find that it's not very attractive to me because I'd rather listen to different types of music. It doesn't matter what kind of music it is. Unfortunately, in this new music situation, there are certain stereotyped ways of delivering a song.
-Boring?
LL: If enough people do it, it does become boring.
-Other artists have imitated your style and have had more success with it. How do you feel about that?
LL: Maybe some of the reasons why they've been more successful is because in a way they are more simplified. They have tuned in to two or three of the planes and made it easier perhaps for the audience to accept the idea.
-Does the thought ever go through your mind, 'Maybe I should make music that will work for them - especially Americans'?
September 22, 2020
Other lyrics
"Be Stiff" - studio recording; live recording
"One Lonely Heart"
"The Fall"
"Never Never Land"
"Details"
"Blue"
"O Seasons O Castles"
"Breaking the Rules"
"Rage" (with Erasure)
"Moustache"
"Little Margaret" (intro for "Ghost Story")
"Alpha Girls"
"One Lonely Heart"
[chorus] one lonely heart, tired of being apart seeks company, one lonely heart, trying to make a new start seeks sympathy
all I'm asking for is a chance to be happy like before, once the sun would shine, huh, but now it seems my world is cold
[chorus]
all I'm looking for is a light at the end of the road, somewhere to call home and a key, a key that fits the door
[chorus]
ah, those eyes, yes, you have those eyes, and that smile, I've been here so long, are you the one?
all I'm waiting* for is a sign, the time goes by so slow, some small hope in sight warms my soul, it won't be long, I know
(* "all I'm looking for" on the studio version; this might have been a slip of attention at the recording session, since Lene sings "waiting" on all live performances of this song)
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freedom [x3], oh, oh, look out, it's happening right now, knock on the door in the night now, look out, it's happening right now, knock on the door in the night now
"New Toy"
did I ask you for your love? did I ask you for your dedication? I don't want, I don't want your love, I don't want, I don't want your affection
but I got to have the car, I need it for the weekend, I got to have the stereo and a couple of deletions, I got to have the freezer, put some fun back in my eating, I got to have it all until I'm complete
I want a new toy oh-ay-oh to keep my head expanding ta, I want a new toy oh-ay-oh, but nothing too demanding ta, then when everything isn't roses, when everything is static ta, me and my new toy oh-ay-oh, you find us in the attic
new toy, new toy, new toy, oh-ay-oh, new toy, ooh, new toy, new toy, oh-ay-oh, oh-ay-oh, new toy, new toy, oh-ay-oh, new toy, new toy, new toy, a new toy, new toy, oh-ay-oh, wonderful, new toy, oh-ay-oh, new toy, new toy
in Never Never Land, you and me, in Never Never Land we'll always be, in Never Never Land, there's no such place, there never was, we just made believe there was because
in Never Never Land we have no fear, in Never Never Land, the coast is clear, in Never Never Land the present tense makes perfect sense and all our ends are happy endings
in Never Never Land we'll fade away, in Never Never Land no day today, in Never Never Land impossible is possible, there's no such thing as fantasy
[chorus] in Never Never Land I try to reach you, in Never Never Land I try to reach you to make contact, you're not aware of me, no you're not interested, you're not aware of me, you're in a different world
Never Never Land [x2]
[chorus]
in Never Never Land, you and me, in Never Never Land we'll always be, in Never Never Land, there's no such place, there never was, we just made believe there was because
"Details"
little we can say feeling so afraid, inside out again, oh what a silly game we play, roundabout we go, viciously in circles, must we do what we are told?
oh what about the details, all the little details*, oh what, what
oh what about the details, all the little details*, oh what
details of freedom constantly out of reach, where are the details, where is the place for me
oh what about the details, all the little details*
where are the details, where is the place for me
"Blue Hotel" (single recording)
"Blue"
o seasons, where live begins, captive spirits cry to be released into this world, their special souls to find
if I survive, call me love, love
o castles, where dreams are made, hungry spirits fly to feed upon fresh inspiration, what vision do we see, what shining truth revealed
if I survive, call me free
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"Breaking the Rules"
"Don't Kill the Animals"
Alpha Girls all over the world, Alpha Girls can do anything, Alpha Girls are the ones to win
wake up and see that the sky isn't falling, there's so much to do, creativity's calling, if one day is not good, the other one is, it's not good to get hurt but we've got to begin
gone maybe, but never out, don't give up, use what you've got
Alpha Girls all over the world, Alpha Girls can do anything, Alpha Girls are the ones to win
we know it isn't easy, but we know it can be done, Alpha Girls can do anything, Alpha Girls are the ones to win
oh, your energy's low, you gotta be strong to get up and go, go!
the scene isn't set, it's the way that you see it, you're aiming too high, but you're going to achieve it
Alpha Girls all over the world, Alpha Girls can do anything, Alpha Girls are the ones to win
they say that it's all over, but we say it's just begun, Alpha Girls can do anything, Alpha Girls are the ones to win
we know it isn't easy, but we're gonna have some fun, Alpha Girls can do anything, Alpha Girls are the ones to win, Alpha Girls can do anything, Alpha Girls are the ones to win
September 21, 2020
"Shadows and Dust" lyrics
"Sanctuary"
"Shapeshifter" - album version; single mixes
"Gothica"
"Craze"
"The Insect Eater"
"Little Rivers"
"The Wicked Witch" - "Shadows and Dust" recording; Latz versions
"Ghost Story"
let the fragments of the soul come together [x2]
you're dead, they said, how can that be? does my heart beat? am I just a memory?
the ghost in me speaks to the ghost in you, the story lives and every word is true, the ghost in me speaks to the ghost in you
let the fragments of the soul come together [x2], don't be afraid
the ghost in me speaks to the ghost in you, the story lives and every word is true, don't be afraid, the ghost in me speaks to the ghost in you
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sanctuary
nobody's perfect in this imperfect world, if the message is important, let the message be heard, if the mission is impossible, do your best to survive, we can fight again tomorrow
a change of scene is what you need, somewhere to mend your broken dreams, let's hide away until the war is over, let's deviate, open the gate, release the pressure on the brain, you know it doesn't matter
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album version
I could be you and you could be me, we could understand the reasons why we be the way we be, if I could be you, I could be you and you could be me we could understand, I could be you, you could be me
maybe there's a way we can share a synchronicity
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remember, life goes on
"no-one's in," said the monstrous grin through the crack in the frozen door, from the hall I could hear the familiar song that was ours, then laughter rang out and the sound cut me down like an avalanche, I only know I lost control
remember
[chorus] life goes on and circumstances change, we live and learn 'til time runs up, and given chance we two will meet again to play once more the game of love
days go by in empty isolation, cold, immobile like a stone, I wait submerged 'til some familiar presence stirs, my static world begins to race, I look up and see your face
eye to eye we perceive something more than a casual interest, there's a feeling inside that our hearts cannot easy deny, so we stop and we stare as our memories gallop the centuries, I only know I love you so
remember
[chorus]
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gothica
in a house upon a hill, something stirring on the stairway disturbs my senses, still I take the candle and I climb, the stairs begin to shake
gothica
[chorus] everybody needs a refuge from the ordinary, everybody needs to breathe, it's a necessary dip into the unknown ocean, it's essential fantasy
it's a place I cannot see, only sometimes, when I recollect my dreams
in a howling hurricane, hidden by a rock I shelter from the storm, the driving rain pounds a message in my ear, I have nothing more to fear, and the stranger at the gate seems to know my name
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craze, new craze [x2]
I'm aware of everyday insanity on someone's street, nevermind the madness, it's not happening right here, just ignore the heat
craze, new craze [x2]
[chorus] tear away the skin, the danger lurks inside, take another look, we wear a thin disguise
craze, new craze
I'm aware of gathering infection, a slow disease, we don't feel the pain, but we are hurting anyway, it's a deadly game
craze, new craze
[chorus], and everything we see is of our own design
craze, new craze [x2], new craze
I climb up to the window sill and watch the neighbours in the nude, voyeuristis, cataclysmis! they think I'm frightfully rude
then, my master's voice comes through, "Renfield, where are you? whatever I say you must do"
sallow girls drained of blood, he leaves them in his trail, 'tis my job for him to find victims, victims to assail
"London is my larder, Renfield, please try harder"
I'm bouncing down the high street now, shopping for new clothes, I buy a pair of gothic shoes, showing off my toes, once more down Oxford Street, I shop for a Mac and fries, looking for a toothsome girl to soften with my lies
I hear the master calling me, "that one, with big brown eyes and creamy, luscious, juicy thighs, come into my parlour," said the spider to the fly, "let me sink my teeth into your neck, it'll make you feel so high"
he throws his cape around her, a hiss and a suck and a hiss, then Dracula releases her, another pallid gothic miss, as he wipes the blood from off his lips he says with a simpering purr, "that look of rigor mortis will soon be de rigeur"
"Renfield, you just gave me an exquisite surprise, so eat your fill of bedbug soup and ladybirds and flies, cockroaches and millipedes and a million spider's eyes"
earwigs in my fridge at midnight put me in a dancing mood, earwigs [x2], earwigs in my fridge at midnight put me in a dancing mood, but it's not my night for insects, what's required is human food
but somehow, somehow we lost the light, isn't it strange, isn't it, isn't it strange? the weather's changed
red rose, I cry little rivers inside, can you read my mind? red rose, I cry little rivers inside, 'cause I can't explain, it's a crying shame
we're two of a kind, we are, we're two of a kind, in shock we don't revive, well maybe you're right, what's dead deserved to die
but somehow, somehow we should have tried, tried to believe in life, isn't it strange, isn't it? isn't it strange? the colours fade
welcome to my world
take care, beware [x2]
devastating seeds I know, dancing demons I control, horror scenes that spike your sleep are just a little part of me, endless, dreadful, freaky vibes terrorize your feeble minds
run, run, but you cannot hide, none could escape the wicked witch
evil entities I know freeze the heart and eat the soul, morbid tears will not suffice, I'll do more than make you cry, endless, dreadful, freaky vibes terrorize your feeble minds
[chorus], antithesis, apocalypse, ah wicked, wicked witch
in the midst of the dark there is light, forget the dread that preys on your mind, a special friend will you defend, who is always on your side
in your deepest despair it's all right, a helping hand will hold back the fright, one hope in hell to break the spell, who could save you from yourself, save you from yourself
light, there is light [x2]
out of sight but you're not out of mind, concern for you cannot be denied, when shadows fall I heed the call, now our destinies entwine, our destinies entwine
out of love comes a good cause to fight, the vow to stand by you never dies, so take my hand and we shall dance, dance until the end of time, until the end of time
light, there is light [x4], light
"No Man's Land" lyrics
"It's You, Only You (Mein Schmerz)" - album mix; single mix
"Blue Hotel"
"Faces"
"Walking Low"
"Special Star"
"Sister Video"
"Maria"
"Savages" - album version; EP version
"It's You, Only You (Mein Schmerz)"
isn't it strange how sure you can be when you find the one you want, isn't it strange how crazy you go when you finally won the one that you want
a moment like this, maybe, baby, we can make it
[chorus] it's you, it's you, only you, well I know what I want and I'm sure I can get it [x2]
I'm losing my heart for you, and I'm prepared to lose my life, mein Schmerz
maybe we can make it, maybe, maybe we can make it
[chorus], it's you
it's you, it's you, only you [x2], but it's you, it's you, only you, well I know what I want and I'm sure I can get it
it's you, it's you, mein Schmerz, only you, mein Schmerz, only you, it's you, only you, it's you, only you, only only only you, only you, only you, mein Schmerz, it's you, only you only you, it's you it's you it's you it's you
single mix
let's say goodbye to our friends of the night, night night night, there's nothing for us here, always been longing for a moment like this, don't want to waste it here
it's you, only you, it's you, only you, only only only you, only you, only you, mein Schmerz, it's you, only you, only you
the sky I scan for you, radiate, encounter, communicate, my world waits for you, anticipate, possibilities await
[chorus] stay awhile at the blue hotel, play awhile at the blue hotel, there's a million things we could do, spend time at the blue hotel, excite your mind, me and you at the Hotel Blue
so secret, so lonely, please relate, why remain so isolate?
[chorus]
hello!
new stranger, come closer, associate, make contact, don't hesitate
[chorus]
ooh, stay awhile at the blue hotel, play awhile at the blue hotel, there's a million things we could do, do, spend time at the blue hotel, excite your mind, me and you at the Hotel Blue
face to face, get a move on, let's go, getting nowhere like so, face to face
this face is so hot, it almost eats me up, the message is plain, you want to be my friend again, again and again, eyes of fire
laughing like babies, so beautiful are we, smiling radiates soul energy
get a move on, let's go, getting nowhere, oh oh oh oh oh
changing faces facing changes, face to face [x3], changing faces, face it!
walking low
step by step I realise the sky is also mine, all can shine, share the light
walking low no more
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"Special Star"
see these dark ages blinding us still, since you've been gone where is the thrill? many false idols, making a kill, easy make, easy take imitation
time separates us, bodies are weak, how can you fight lost in this sleep? silent night stories hard to believe, was it right, was it real, was it only a dream?
shine down on me, happy feeling
don't you remember, bright blazing power burning our minds, one special star, one light forever, one light for all, do you hear, do you hear, do you read me? I'm still waiting
shine down on me, special star, I am standing at the crossroads far too long, and time is running out now, would you shine down? I'll be waiting
shine down on me, happy feeling, shine down on me, energy [x2]
shine down on me [x4], would you shine down?
Music and lyrics by Jimmie O'Neill.
I get the picture, action in mind's eye, I get the picture, lights that fight and kill and die
[chorus] sister video, sister video, love you, love your movie movie world
I get the picture, sight and sound, action now, I get the picture, a little Mr. Nippon know how
[chorus], love you, love your movie movie world
I get the picture, action in my mind's eye, I get the picture, lights that laugh and love and shine
[chorus], love you, love your movie movie world [x2]
sister video [x6]
little Maria, good as gold, always doing what she's told, so sweet, obediant, and no-one want to see her suffering
hey Maria, one day, Maria
nice Maria works so hard, everyone is very proud, what a heavy load she's carrying, and no-one want to know her suffering
Maria, hey Maria, wake up, Maria
bad Maria's talking back, ah, shit!, making everybody mad, mad mad mad mad, she wants to see equality, same for them, same for me
hey Maria, hey Maria, hey Maria, maybe, Maria, today, Maria
Maria, good luck!
savvay
"Rocky Road"
one badly beaten body, one broken soul, in search of sanctuary, long way to go
[chorus] there's a land I've seen in a dream, the home of the brave and free, where peace of mind is easy to find, forever guaranteed
this rocky road is twisted, so many lose their way, the bitter wind is whistling, confusion reigns
[chorus]
I see the distant glory, I feel the shaky ground, a thousand voices raise a welcome sound
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poem by Lene (printed on the album's rear cover)
No Man's Land
There's a wall between us - dividing feelings
Confusing meanings
Keeping us ignorant - pseudo safe
Bottled emotions
Breakable jam jars of hate
Ready for action - poised to attack
Should any trespass
Our forbidden zones
But there's a place between the wall and us
A no-man's-land of love and trust
An open space - long forgot
Respect for all
Uncorrupt
Where honesty can still survive
Fresh face smiles
And friendly eyes
So I accept you - if you accept me
At least agree we both exist
And maybe when the wounds have healed
When the pain no longer rips
You might see me
Like a flickering flame
Waving to you
Thru the crack in the wall